Fezirashi : 2020

Saturday, June 6, 2020

Self confidence

                                                          Self confidence
 
 How can you build self-confidence?

 Here are a few ways you can restore your self-confidence and self-esteem.

 1- Treat yourself as if you are a very special person and there is no doubt about it.  Never underestimate yourself.  Prioritize yourself over your specialty.


 2.  Create positive images of yourself in your mind because cursing yourself lowers your self-confidence.  And whatever you think of yourself, your body will produce hormones in the same way.


 
 3- Try new things in life. Do all the things that make you afraid. Put your fears behind you and move on.  Give yourself this message all the time. I can do everything. It's not impossible for me to do anything.



 4- Never get bored, always be excited about your life.  Because when you give yourself the message that I'm getting bored, you're really going to feel that way.  So whenever you feel bored, message yourself right away that no, I can't be bored because I have a lot of work to do.  That way, you'll never feel bored or lose your self-confidence.



 5- Always try to solve the problems in your life by yourself and do not depend on others that such and such a person will solve my problem. Instead of degrading yourself in front of others before making your own  Solve problems yourself.  You can only become a strong and successful independent person if you stop relying on others.



 I hope that these small steps of mine will help you to solve the big conflicts and problems of your life.  Remember in your prayers.

Monday, May 18, 2020

The HOLY BOOK will decide me

* The HOLY BOOK will decide me *

                                                                                                                      * Episode 13 *

 * Maulvi Sahib's condition was different.  His heartbeat remained abnormal even during the day. When some people of the village came to Taraweeh, after reciting Taraweeh, Maulvi Sahib said, "Has there not been any unusual incident in this village?"  All the people shook their heads in denial even though their faces were clearly testifying. On this Maulvi Sahib said that there is a strange horror here. There are incidents happening to me which have never happened before.  People looked at each other and Ramzoo's problem was understood a little bit. After Pino's death, the village was not thriving.  She used to talk and it was her shame that all the elders of the village loved her. Now after blackening her, all the people became silent as if they knew that the one who is called black by the chief is good.  Remembering in words and mentioning it anyway is considered a great sin in this village. Therefore, he could only say that Maulvi Sahib is the month of fasting.  I would not leave a blank after blank mosque .There is probably settled view Maulana sahib decided to go on the insistence of the Turkish people. *
 
 This is what happened for the next few nights. Maulvi Sahib was again seen in a dream with a girl holding the HOLY BOOK  on her head and pressing a mat in her mouth. And the dream was so real that Maulvi Sahib would get drunk in sweat.  After the Fajr prayers, he asked the people if anyone had been wronged in this village.  People said despite knowing; no Maulvi Sahib!  Nothing like that happened?  Maulvi Sahib then told about his dream and seeing the same dream constantly was astonishing him. When he asked a lot, an old man said; Oh sir!  A girl had blackened her face. She was killed according to the custom and according to the order of Allah.  She was seen talking to a stranger. This is what is lacking. Obviously, she must have known this person and met him. And she had become infamous. Then the Sardar had called her black.  But this is the first time it has happened a little. This is the end of all blacks. You are having a vicious dream anyway. The old man said not giving much importance to this.  So how did it know that Allah's command was clear to him?  Were there any witnesses to his sin?  Maulvi Sahib asked?  No sign!  Does anyone commit sin in front of people?  The same elder replied. He was the father of Rabb Nawaz and he knew that his son was also involved in this murder so he did not like what Maulvi Sahib said. But elders!  He said, "It was Allah's command, so do you not know that Allah has ordered stoning in the presence of an eyewitness, and in other cases, when there are no witnesses and only an accusation has been made?"  The truth can be testified by swearing by the HOLY BOOK. In it, the liar is killed by the HOLY BOOK itself. Has no one told you this? Anyway! It seems that you have committed the greatest sin.  People should ask forgiveness from Allah, otherwise every person who was involved in this murder in any way and who did not stop them from committing this sin will all be present in the court of Allah.  How can they think that Allah Almighty may oppress anyone tells me dream that she had no sin and would prove his innocence.  From what you have said that what happened after his murder shows that Allah is with him and soon the criminals will be punished in an exemplary manner. Maulvi Sahib was silent saying that he was both surprised and upset because of what  He had said that usually he did not comment on the murder of Ghairat. He knew that his words would turn not only the Sardars but also the Maulvis against him. But there was such a force or fear of this girl. Maybe that is what she wanted.  That I should prove his innocence and not only raise my voice against the injustice done to him but also tell them about the right command of Allah.  The.  Everyone was amazed to hear the words of Maulvi Sahib because he was the first Maulvi who was calling a woman oppressed. Otherwise, no matter how many Maulvis came, it seemed that only women came to give lectures of honor.  I heard or expressed contempt for being expelled from heaven. I saw what kind of Maulvi was issuing a fatwa on unjust killing of a woman.  Either this Maulvi is crazy or he doesn't know about Sai, otherwise before saying all this, he must think how the Sardar will cut the aorta in his throat from these words that come out of his throat.  There was only the kingdom of Sai. The rules of Sai, the order of Sai and the coin of Sai used to run here. Who will listen to this Maulvi here? Like Bali, his advice will also die. Who listened to Bali?  How much justice had been done to Pino. Even if he had a wife, he could not do anything, so what was the chance of Maulvi now. *

 He entered the mosque in the morning and with great reverence placed one hand on his chest and extended the other towards Maulvi Sahib for a kiss.  Sai Vada has invited you to Ji Dera. Maulvi Sahib said, "It is fine. He had some work to do with me. I had just met him a few days ago."  I don't know who can dare to ask you. His order was to call Maulvi Sahib. Kake said innocently.  All right, you go. I am coming after offering the prayer of Ishrak. Maulvi Sahib said and made the intention of the prayer of Ishrak. *

 * (What will happen to Maulvi Sahib? Watch in the next episode .... *

Corona and poor people

Corona and poor people


Mom ... when will Dad come ??  The girl dragged the hungry exhausted mother closer.
 Dhi Rani(HONEY) must have come ... I have gone to get some food for you.  So go to sleep, when she wakes up your father must have brought you something to eat.
 The mother tried desperately to put the baby to sleep
 Mom ... I am very hungry, Mom ... You said the same thing yesterday, but Dad didn't come ... The girl closed her eyes and barely opened her eyes.
 The mother wiped her eyes with the plow of her handkerchief without answering ... The father sitting outside the door looked at the sky with wide eyes ..
 I will go and find my father .. The girl said while trying to get up ..
 Neither Dhi Rani nor .... don't go out.
 Why mother ???
 If it comes out, it will be Karuna ...
 What is that, mother ???  The five-year-old girl looked at her mother in surprise.
 It is a disease, Dhi Rani .. If it starts, the servant may die ..
 What happens when you die, mother ???  The girl asked her mother in confusion.
 When a servant dies, Lord calls him to Himself.
 Mom ???  The girl called her mother again after a while.
 Say yes ...
OH Lord, if i will die, then i  will not feel hungry ??  The girl looked at her mother with questioning eyes.
 The mother pulled him to his chest ... The father, sitting outside the door, looked up at the sky and spoke with folded hands.
 My echo is the Lord ....!

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

The HOLY BOOK will decide me

* The HOLY BOOK will decide me *

                                                                                                                   * Episode 12 *


 * The month of Ramadan had begun. It was a month of the year in which not only the call to prayer was heard in the village mosque but also the prayers, as well as the children of the village who had a blind woman who memorized the HOLY BOOK.  The children used to go to the mosque to learn different surahs(CHAPTERS) and prayers. They would also go to the mosque so that the loud recitation of the HOLY BOOK  by the children in the courtyard of the mosque would spread throughout the village and the blessings of the month of Ramadan would spread to every hundred.  Most of the people in the village were simple. They read the HOLY BOOK but did not know what the message was for them. And some Maulvis(ISLAMIC TEACHER) even warned them.  One that will not come to your senses.  All they knew was that reciting the HOLY BOOK  is rewarding. The more the HOLY BOOK  is recited in Qul Khawani (DETAIL), the more the sins of the dying servant will be removed and he will get a higher position in Paradise. Every month in the month of Ramadan  Someone would finish the HOLY BOOK  as much as possible. Many people in the village did not know how to recite the HOLY BOOK or pray, but still they would recite Bismillah-ur-Rehman-ur-Rehman (START WITH NAME OF GOD)on every line of the HOLY BOOK  and would come to the next line with their fingers.  In the same way, he used to recite Bismillah-ur-Rahman-ur-Rahim in the prayers.  If the faces of all were devoted to the love of God, then it would be known that they love God so much even though they do not know the knowledge of God, and if these simple people knew the knowledge of God, they would never commit any sin.  Satan knew this very well, so he not only subjugated them to the chiefs who kept the message of Allah (GOD) away from them, but also the sweets of the Maulvis  to these innocent people.  The command was either incomplete or fabricated and the verses of Allah were used for their own benefit. And the naive people of the village did not even think that Allah belongs to all.  How can it be that the creator of such a large universe will do injustice to a woman?  How can he make men his masters who give him less status than sheep and goats and say that Allah has made us your masters. I wish they would understand that there is only one master who cares.  He does the same thing,  He just relaxes someone so that he can catch him. In the end, he tests someone's patience. *

 This time Maulvi who came to the mosque was from a distant village. Maulvi Sahib was well received in the mosque. The children had brought greens, corn bread and lassi(YOUGERT) from their house. Most of the children were happy.  The raw courtyard of the mosque was swept and the courtyard was lined with palm leaves made by the women of the village. There was also a row made by the hand of Pino.  Hand-fried red envelopes were also worn.  The splendor of the mosque had given some relief to the saddened hearts of PIno. Almost all the people of the village came to see Maulvi Sahib, but Ramzo Mama had not come yet. *

 Many days had passed since Ramzoo woke up. Her family was also worried. She could not sleep. As soon as she fell asleep, she would hear the screams of Pino and she would come in her dream and say, "Mama Mada, decide the HOLY BOOK."  He would say, "Decide the HOLY BOOK." He would sit up in a panic. The murder of Pino was not his first murder. He did not know how many innocent people were blackened by his hands. How many breastfed children lost their mothers, how many innocent women.  Arrive at the black graveyard, how many maids were made in the mansion of the chief but this had never happened to him before. This was the first incident.  At first, like other people, he thought it was his delusion, but the constant coming and going of Pino in his dreams and screaming had made him uncomfortable. He would go far and wide in search of peace.  Pino's screams would not be heard. He was not conscious of his clothes or the pig for which he risked many lives.  In this difficult time, neither Sardar nor his friend Iblis, who came to give him a lecture of honor, was of any use to him, and he was made to boast that you are very powerful.  The amulets of the feet were used by him who would congratulate him on his deeds of murder and say, "Indeed, you have punished the wicked woman by obeying Allah's command and now the fire of Hell cannot touch you."  Where were all the people whose hearts trembled at the sound of his roar while he was now escaping from the screams of Pino. In whose life this man had never heard a word, now every moment she would stand in front of him and that  Putting the HOLY BOOK on his head, he said, "Mama, I am innocent. The HOLY BOOK will decide me." Now he could not repel her, nor could he kill her with his fist.  There would have been bleeding after hitting the rock. The rewards had begun. Allah's decision had come. Indeed, Allah had sent the HOLY BOOK to be read and acted upon, but those who did not  Misused.  Without thinking the verses of Allah, he took the wrong way for his own interests. He misinterpreted the meaning of it. He cannot escape from the grip of Allah. Sooner or later he will come to his court.  Sardari will save and no friend of Satan will be his friend, then it will only be a question of sighs, there will be justice for tears. Now it is not the power of Sardar but the power of words that are invoked to God.  Woe to the wrongdoers when they transgress. *
 * It was Maulvi Sahib's first day in the mosque. There were many people from the village in Taraweeh(PRAYER) at night. The first fast and it was also Friday, so some children were also present. After Taraweeh, people went to their homes.  He made the bed. He had been meeting many people since morning, so he was very tired. Maulvi Sahib thought that he would have to get up in the morning for sehri, so he lowered the light of the lantern, but suddenly in the darkness he saw an image.  There was a girl standing without clothes and there was a peak in her mouth. At first he was scared but suddenly the girl disappeared. Maulvi Sahib understood his delusion.  And as soon as Maulvi Sahib closed his eyes, the girl would appear in front of his eyes again. Maulvi Sahib recited many surahs that if there is any evil, it will end, but it could not happen. If Maulvi Sahib's one and a half  For an hour or so, he saw a girl without clothes in her mouth, and then he got up, sweating profusely. In a short while, a man from the village brought him some sehri food, but Maulvi Sahib's condition  I was surprised to see what happened. Why is Maulvi Sahib sweating? Maulvi Sahib told him the whole incident and said that now I  And I can't stay in this mosque. After a while a few more worshipers came on and started explaining to Maulvi Sahib that you should not do this. This is the only month in which this mosque is inhabited if there is any jinn or evil.  Then you will finish your studies. If you also leave, this mosque will be deserted in such a blessed month. Maulvi Sahib is ready to stop at the immense mystery of the people. *

 * (Was the girl seen by Maulvi Sahib a ghost or something else? Find out in the next episode) *

Sunday, May 3, 2020

Lock down and my condition


 * Lock down and my condition *


 "I love you and the children dearly. I know you guys are in dire straits, starving, but I can't do anything by sitting here. All I can do is stop eating and drinking so that I can support myself."  Let me feel with you ... "  😭😭😭

 This was the letter that put the management of Central Jail Karachi(city of Pakistan) in trouble.  The prisoner who wrote the letter had gone on a hunger strike.  Despite the administration's efforts, it could not end the hunger strike and informed the higher authorities, after which the inquiry into the matter came to a young police officer.

 This story was told by a police officer ...  According to the police officer ...
 When I read the letter, I became restless.  He took the file to his house and showed the letter to his wife and she started crying.
 I read the prisoner's file, he was serving a prison sentence for robbery.  Surprisingly, those whose house was robbed filed a case and did not come to the police station. Everything happened on official complaint and the accused was convicted.

 The next day I went to the prisoner's house in Malir(city).  His wife and three children lived in a one-room tin-roofed house in Malir Khokhra Par.  The courtyard had a kitchen with a stove in one corner and a washroom and toilet with a bucket and bricks behind the sheets in the other corner.
 When I asked the prisoner's wife for details, she said that he was driving a donkey.  His donkey was shot dead during the bad conditions in Karachi.  He looked for a job for several days but could not find a job.  The children were starving, the people of the neighborhood were helping but for how long ...
 When he got more annoyed, I told him to bring rations from somewhere or I would kill the children.  He left quietly and then in the evening came the news that he had been arrested by the police while committing a robbery.  He is not a robber, I made him a robber.  The woman was crying.

 The condition of the house testified to the woman's statement. I left and went to the house where the robbery had taken place.  I was blown away when he told me the details.
 He said there were women in the house at noon, the man entered the house with a pistol and asked the women to gather to one side.  The elderly lady said, "Don't tell anyone. Jewelry and money are in this closet. Take them."  But he said I don't want money, I don't want to be rude, so don't make noise and just tell me where the kitchen is, the housewife said they told her the kitchen with surprise and anxiety.  The man went to the kitchen, took a sheet from us and collected the rations in the kitchen and left.  He also apologized to us on the way.

 The housewife said that we were shocked and were looking at each other in silence when suddenly there was a noise outside.  When we found out, we found out that a resident of the neighborhood had come out of the house in a suspicious condition with his belongings wrapped in a chador(blanket) and made a noise.  The housewife and the men of the house said that the procedure and only the theft of rations made us realize that the person was in need, so we went to the police station against the person and did not file a case against him.

 When I called the SHO of the concerned police station, he told me that the people of the neighborhood had arrested him. He also admitted that he had committed robbery and the pistol recovered from him was a fake.  When no one came to file a case, we filed the case in the court in the official complaint and the court punished us.

 I prepared the inquiry report, as well as the statements of the family members whose house was robbed and sent the details to the higher authorities.  The case was re-tried in court, but the man was released on bail within a few days.

 When the man was released, I told him not to do such a thing again and tried to give him some money, but he refused to take the money and asked me to pay him somewhere.
 The man is now a civilian at a police checkpoint near his home.

 How many houses are destroyed by these strikes and lock downs, how many houses are starved and how many robbers are created?  Neither the insensitive rulers nor our judicial system can predict this. ”

 Movable

Saturday, May 2, 2020

Don't Care about people

* Don't Care about people*
                                                                                    * Best Golden Writings *


 Recently, Khalil-ur-Rehman Qamar Sahib started saying in an interview: “This society is very hypocritical. I was a big egoist when I was young and despite my poverty, I never wore used or laundry(used ) clothes.  When I met my father, I told him that I have to sew a coat, so my father gave permission and I took a round-necked coat from a half-suit, which was a big tradition in those days.
 Wearing that coat, I went to my uncle's house and my aunt and cousins ​​asked Fat: "Hey, how did you get the coat?"
 I said,i bought new from market . "Auntie, except for that." But my cousins did not believe me. I swore, but they did not believe me. He went to his aunt and uncle's house, and something similar happened in the air. i was crying ...
 Circumstances were such that no one was ready to believe that Khalil could sew a new coat.
 After reading, writing and working, when I became a member of the board of directors of a bank.
i bought a used coat and everyone asking me about coat  .Sir, what a lovely coat, what brand?  Cloth and stitching are excellent,from where you bought it?

 I said without any shame: "Brother John Linda(used) , I have taken it." But he refused. I swore, but he still did not believe me.  And now I started laughing instead of crying ...

 It is true that this society is a big hypocrite. so don't care what the people think do what you want to do .

Cheat with wife(funny)

                                                  *Cheat with wife  *
                                                                       * Best Golden Writings *


 A woman crashed her Mehran(small) car into another woman's brand new Toyota Corolla

 The woman in the Corolla spoke  to Mehran girl in the north and demanded compensation for her loss.

 Mehran girl called her husband and got the answer that I am very busy so I can't come so you have to settle the matter on your own and save your life by paying the required amount.

 The Corolla Baby called her boyfriend to find out that the Corolla you had given me as a birthday gift had been knocked down by a kindly bastard, so hurry up and tell me the amount of the loss, I am very shocked and angry.  ۔

 In a short time, the boyfriend of the Corolla baby arrives at the scene and the man unfortunately turns out to be the husband of Mehran girl. :)

 What happened after that had never happened to him before ...

Monday, April 27, 2020

Second Marriage

 * Second Marriage *


I step

 "How many times have I told you?"  I will not have a child, ”Izzat said, standing proudly.
 "I've never talked to you about children!" Fakhr asked softly.
 "Your mother does," she said. "Her phone rang today. She said," Fakhr is our only son.  We want him to have lots of children.  I have seen a girl in the village.  She will stay with us.  Allow Fakhr to remarry, Izzat daughter!  ""
 "Then give permission!"  Fakhr said jokingly.
 "The same Feudal Mindset, marriage after marriage; one marriage does not fill the stomachs of you men.  The man who has four passe gets married three or four times for luxury. ”Izzat said in a hoarse voice.
 Fakhr placed his hand on the shoulder of honor with great devotion and then said to Holly:
 "The feudal lord is your father. I am the son of a farmer. No man in my seven generations has remarried. We are not for luxury. We get married to build a house."  Ezzat's face turned even redder, he said in a glorious manner:
 "You will taunt me now. Marrying you was the biggest mistake of my life." Izzat slammed the door and left the bedroom.
 Fakhr saw the sound of the car behind the curtain of the bedroom window.  Ezzat's car was coming out of the outer gate.  Fakhr picked up the mobile and dialed a number.
 The bell started ringing on Tehzeeb's mobile(Izzat's mother).  Tahzeeb took his mobile phone away from the book.
 "Yes, proud son," Tehzeeb said with love.
 "Aunty, she is coming towards you," said Fakhr.
 "What's the matter today?" Tehzeeb asked.
 "Often she gets into fights without talking.  Amy's phone rang from the village today. "
 Before proudly speaking, Tahzeeb said:
 "Amy must have said; you get remarried." Fakhr sighed and said:
 "Yes."
 "Don't worry, I'll explain."
 "She doesn't understand at all; she starts explaining the opposite. Now I am beginning to think too."  I may have made a mistake by marrying with honor.  At the time, I was just thinking about myself.  Not about my parents. "
 "You look upset." Civilization changed the subject.
 "Auntie, I'm very upset these days."
 Tahzeeb asked proudly:
 "What happened, son?"  is everything okay.''
 "What's up Auntie!"  What did CSS do to get rid of the slavery of village Chaudhrys(rich man)? I thought while joining the force, I will bring justice to a poor person, but this system is doing injustice to me.
 "Who did you mess with now?" Tahzeeb asked lightly, sensing the mental pressure of pride.
 "Even the judge reprimands me for the mistake of the SHO; I suffer the most when an illiterate, ignorant, politician insults me or my colleagues; we are worthy of this country.  We don't deserve such treatment. ”As soon as Fakhr became silent, Tahzeeb said:
 "Tell me the name of that judge; I am talking to Mr. Mazari now."
 "No, Auntie!  You know I don't like it at all.  I have come this far with my hard work. "
 "Come to me; we're having dinner together."
 "When I come, Izzat will say; you have come to lodge my complaints.  Sorry Auntie can't come. "
 "Okay; then I'll come to you."
 Pride of civilization said in a tired tone:
 "You too, Aunty, I come after fresh." Fakhr hung up the phone.
 Tehzeeb called his butler to the study and gave him some instructions.  Then he lit a cigarette, thinking of something.  Even before the end of the cigarette, the honor dripped and as soon as he came, he announced his decision:
 "I'm proud to take Divorce."
 "Are you infertile so - or have you found a third one?" Tehzeeb said, putting the cigarette in the ashtray.
 Izzat looked at civilization with suspicion.  Civilization speaks in a respectful tone:
 "Sit down," Izzat sat down.
 "What do you want from life?" Izzat began to think, blinking her eyes at the question of civilization.  After receiving the answer from the intellect, Izzat Fit spoke:
 ''freedom…?''
 "From whom?" Tehzeeb suddenly asked.  Izzat was forced to think again.
 "What you put in your mind is neither necessary nor desirable." Instead of answering the question of civilization, honor changed the course of the matter:
 "fakhar's mother tells him to remarry."
 "What did he do?" Tehzeeb asked.
 "A fakhar's mother needs lots of children.  "Izzat said bitterly.
 "Tell him you're infertile," Tahzeeb advised.
 "He will let me go."
 "He will not leave, whether you allow him to remarry or not."
 "He doesn't make me happy."
 "You don't want to be happy."
 "Are you my uncle or her?"
 "At this time, I am a judge along with my mother; Izat Fakhr still understand."
 "What do you want to explain to me?"
 "Tell him the two secrets of your life."
 "Shall I tell you a secret?"  So that he would continue to humiliate me over and over again, ”said Izzat.
 "You're humiliating her." Tahzeeb got up from her easy chair and sat on the black leather sofa in front of Ezzat.
 "You have asked me many times why I married your father Shah Alam Mazari."
 "Why?" Izzat asked, interrupting.
 "That's what I'm talking about. I was doing theater in Al-Hamra. Mr. Mazari saw me and just stared."  We met at the end of the play.  Mr. Mazari said:
 "I am married, yet I want to marry you." I thought it was a joke to propose to him like this; I also joked.  After saying this, I came from there. The next day in the evening, Mazari's doctor left a letter and three files at our house. This house and two plazas in Gulberg were given to me by Mazari Sahib. The letter said:
 "This is not a dowry." In the first meeting, I also liked Mazari very much. When I told my mother the whole thing, she began to explain to me:
 "She is ten or twelve years older than you and is married."
 I decided to marry Mazari on one condition. "
 "What was that condition?" Izzat asked quickly.
 "Mazari Sahib's entire family as well as his first wife and children should attend our wedding, then this is what happened.  I wholeheartedly accepted Mazari's first wife and children and they accepted me. "
 "Why can't a man's lust be fulfilled by a marriage?" Izzat asked with contempt.
 "Don't call jealousy lust; even if a man's heart falls on one, Mitchell goes away when he sees the other.  Understand that a woman is an idol and a man is a priest; now the priest will take off the arti, not the pearl; it is a straightforward thing.
 "What's in a woman's instinct?" Izzat asked.
 "Haya(shame) and Mamta(mother-ness)!"  Shame and affection never die inside a woman, no matter how stupid she may be. ”
 "It is a man who makes a woman a scoundrel," Izzat said in a sharp tone.  Tahzeeb smiled a little and then looked around. He was lying on the side table with his cigarette, ashtray and mobile easy chair.  She got up from her seat and picked up everything.  Sitting on the sofa, he dialed a number.
 "Give me a drink in the study." A few minutes later, the maid brought whiskey, soda, ice and dried fruit on a trolley.  The maid stopped the trolley from sitting on the sofa and stood politely.
 "You go, I'll make it." The maid left.  Tahzeeb put soda in a glass and asked:
 "Shall I make a drink for you?"
 "I'm not in the mood," Izzat said.
 Tahzeeb made his own peg and then offered a tray of dried fruit, an honor.  Izzat picked up a few cashew nuts from it.
 Mr. Mazari does not drink alcohol and I started drinking before the wedding. The day after the wedding I asked him to drink alcohol and he was surprised. He said: "Second marriage is permissible and  Alcohol is haraam(prohibited). ”Cigarettes are not haraam.  I told him quickly.  Mr. Mazari smiled.  Then they said:
 "Let me die but let my rival not be born."
 "Rival" means? "Izzat asked confusedly.  Civilization took a sip from a glass and then another instead of responding to honor.  In the last sip, he finished all his pegs and placed them on an empty glass trolley, then closed his eyes.  She was smiling with her eyes closed.
 "Why are you smiling?" Izzat asked in surprise.
 "I am wondering whether his name should be mentioned in the language of a drunkard or not." The next moment Tehzeeb opened his eyes and said:

 "I read it in a book.  Even if the body is impure, the heart and tongue remain pure; that is why I take his name; my lord!  Has more endurance in women than men.  She also tolerates sharing in love, but not men. "
 "Your master gave all the ease to the man; if it comes to us, just bear it!" Izzat said in a complaining manner.  Tahzeeb thought for a while and then lit a cigarette.  After taking a few puffs of cigarette, she said:
 “Qualified people are selected for high work; my lord!  Provided training opportunities for women and placed the responsibility of sponsorship on men.  To me, training is a higher job than sponsorship; but today's woman is abandoning training and running after sponsorship.  Sponsorship only builds a home.  Training also beautifies, decorates and maintains it.  If you start explaining like me, then like you say you are of old age.  What have you done for women's liberation?  The four walls of the house look like a cage to them.  Someone tell them this cage is not a shelter. "
 "They stay weak in shelters," Izzat said angrily.  After placing half a cigarette in the ashtray with his fingers, Tehzeeb said:
 "Shelter is also called a place of peace; keeping a woman in a place of peace.  The man fights for sustenance outside all day.  ""
 "We can fight this war too. We've got a little education to sit at home," Izzat said emotionally.  Tahzeeb laughed a little and then said:
 "Who competes with an immature girl spouse?"  If a man takes four steps, a woman has to take five.  She will lose her beauty when she tries to lift four instead of four. "
 "You mean, like, saltines and their ilk, eh?" Izzat asked questioningly.
 "Feeling, love, politeness, modesty, affection, delicacy, that is the beauty of" woman ".  Men and women are like two wheels of a bicycle.  What difference does it make to be back and forth?  Now, if the rear wheel starts competing with the one in front, then the bicycle is broken.
 "Why are we behind?"  Why not go ahead? ”Izzat said with great confidence.
 "Only the protectors go ahead, not the beloved; the woman is the beloved and the man is her protector." Tahzeeb said with great pleasure.  Izzat asked in a bitter accent:
 "Which Urdu novel are you reading nowadays?" Despite the bitter accent of honor, Tahzeeb shrugged in a sweet tone and said:
 There are sentences for this nonsense.  There is applause in the theater for what I have written. "
 "Women are abused here all their lives. I want women to travel the path of life with equality," Izzat said enthusiastically.
 "If the steps are equal, the journey stops."
 "Simply put;"
 "You didn't like the example of the bicycle. Understand that a man and a woman are two legs of the same body. You have to take one step first to start the journey.  That first step is man's, the second step is not backward, but his equal.  The body cannot move without taking the second step.  When both steps are taken together, a person falls. "
 "Kangaroos don't fall," Izzat said fit.  Tahzeeb looked at the honor in amazement, then put a smile on her lips and said:
 "Mulla(GOD)!"  That's what the kangaroo's body design is all about.  He cannot walk, he can only leap. He has made the man hard and the woman fragile.  My lord  Has designed a man's body for the outdoor and a woman's for the indoor; a man's body is as hard on the outside as it is delicate on the inside.  A woman is as strong on the inside as she is delicate on the outside.  That's when this tough-looking man leans on this delicate shoulder as soon as he comes home.  Have you ever offered your shoulder to pride?  Respect fell on the question of civilization.
 "When a woman is scattered, a man cannot wrap her up; a scattered man is wrapped up by a woman." After saying this, civilization began to make its own peg.  When Izzat saw it, he asked Fit:
 "Why do you drink alcohol?"
 "I do not give arguments to justify alcohol.  I won't even say that.  Better a poor horse than no horse at all.  After drinking alcohol, my master!  I am ashamed in front of him. ”Tahzeeb had said all these things without looking at honor.
 "Will it work with empty yellow embarrassment?" Izzat asked sharply.
 "Only he who is ashamed is forgiven." Tahzeeb said with perfect certainty.
 "Even your master has declared alcohol to be haraam." Izzat said lightly with sarcasm.
 "Drinking haraam as haraam is only a sin. Objecting to halal is a great sin." Civilization drank a sip of alcohol again after giving its opinion.
 "I don't understand?" Izzat reported.
 "When someone explains to us, instead of understanding, we start looking for evils in the person who explains.  You're doing it there too; I've got it today!  He did not question any of the rulings of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him).  He pondered over what he did not understand and tried to understand it.
 "What did I object to?" Izzat asked immediately.
 "Just a few days ago you said; a man should not be allowed to have four marriages, Allah.  Children should also be born to men; these are blasphemous phrases.  ""
 "You have just started preaching Mama," Izzat said helplessly.
 "If the mothers of my country had properly trained their children, the poor preachers would not have had to work so hard."
 "I'm leaving," Izzat said, getting up from his seat.  Tahzeeb kissed her hand, then said lovingly:
 "Sit down." Izzat sat down.
 "I gave you higher education from outside but I couldn't train you. Fakhr's mother has trained him very well."
 "That illiterate person," Izzat asked in a protesting tone.
 "Yes; that illiterate son fulfills all the rights of my daughter and the highly educated daughter of this literate mother humiliates her."
 "What are we?"  You have turned around and come to the same place again, ”Izzat said wearily.
 "Let's end this debate today!"  Tell me, what is your problem with pride? ”Tahzeeb asked very seriously.  Honor began to think.  When Izzat did not say anything, Tahzeeb said:
 "You said I wanted to set up an NGO for women's rights.  Pride is with you.  You said I can't leave Lahore and go with you. He agreed with you.  He comes here on weekends and you spend the holidays fighting and arguing.  You know how much pressure a DPO has.  The judiciary, the media, the politicians are all in a cycle of rubbing it.  Children are toys for adults.  Adults find comfort in playing with children.  Tell me, Fakhr and his parents, who to play with? "
 "I am infertile, what is my fault in this?" Izzat asked in a moist tone.
 "You get her remarried!" She said, ignoring the advice of civilization:
 "She'll have to divorce me to remarry."
 "You want to take it yourself." Tahzeeb said in a soft tone.  Izzat did not understand what to say to civilization. Then he suddenly said:
 "Am I too lonely?"
 "Pride is both your partner and yours."
 "What did Papa do for you and me?" Izzat asked bitterly.
 "It's all given to them"!  ""
 "Mama, I'm not talking about wealth; you're talking about time!"  "Izzat said in a restrained tone.
 "I was one year old and my brother was three.  When our father died, my mother would go back to teaching at an academy after returning from college.  I never said no, my mother didn't give me time.  She was doing everything to get me and my brother a higher education.  The brother went out.  I wanted to do theater.  I enrolled in the NCA.  Aman never imposed her decisions on us.  ""
 "It was a matter of time."
 "All that they give you; you alone do not have." Izzat looked at him in amazement at the expression of civilization.
 "I don't have time, do I?"  Papa was not seen for months as a child.  When he regained consciousness, he sent him out to read. "Still, I don't have time."  Tahzeeb placed his hand lovingly on her cheek and said:
 ''my darling !  I agree.  You shouldn't have been sent out at such a young age.  Don't punish pride for our mistakes. "
 "Punishment?" Izzat asked in a questioning manner, removing the hand of civilization from his cheek.
 "Yes, punishment!"  "Civilization spoke seriously.
 "Am I punishing him?" Izzat asked anxiously.
 "Mr. Mazari is a very good man.  Even before the wedding, he had told me that he came to Lahore only once and a half a month.  How do you know that your father does not do us justice?  They want you more than their other children.  I have no complaints with them. "
 "Thirty-one years have passed since your marriage. Calculate. They may not have spent a year with you." Izzat said sarcastically.  On the word of honor, a smile spread on the lips of civilization.  Tahzeeb asked in a sweet tone with the same smile:
 "How much time have you given to Fakhr in five years?" Izzat rolled his eyes and pondered over civilization.
 "You must have said it with pride before marriage.  I can only give you one and a half days a month. "
 "I am working for the welfare of women; I am hungry," Izzat said in a dry tone.
 "How many houses have been saved from collapsing so far?"
 "You want to say that girls keep beating, keep beating, just don't get divorced." Izzat said gnashing his teeth.
 "Divorce is the last resort, not the first; if you talk about morality instead of divorce, many girls' homes will be saved from collapsing."
 The beasts that kill their wives.  Should I talk to them morally? ”The respect flared up.
 "You also want to get a divorce because of the beating of pride, right?" Tehzeeb asked seriously.  Izzat had no answer to this question.  She was embarrassed by the question.  When Tahzeeb saw this, she began to say in a soft-spoken tone:
 ''my darling !  Before fixing the society, fix yourself; give yourself time before giving time to anyone. ”Ezzat asked while cutting the talk of civilization:
 "Do you give yourself time?" Tahzeeb smiled and said:
 "I go to the park in the morning like that.  I talk to the trees, the birds.  Find some friends on the way back.  After breakfast, I read and write something in the study.  Listen to music
۔  Sometimes I go to the movies and sometimes to the theater in the evening.  A loving husband missed a lovely daughter; a son.  The son-in-law completed it.  The husband comes once or twice a month.  Every week we meet with pride and what do we want from life? ”After saying all this, there was only satisfaction on the face of civilization.
 "You are as calm on the inside as you can see on the outside." Izzat asked jealously.
 "Do you have any doubts?"
 "I don't know," Izzat said uncertainly.
 "I made all the decisions in my life myself; I have no regrets about any of my decisions."
 ''Can I ask one thing …?''
 "Ask Mama!"  ""
 "Did your father and I ever interfere in any of your decisions?"
 After thinking for a moment, Izzat said:
 "I don't remember!  ""
 "Father, husband, brother, friend, why don't you become any man?" Izzat kept thinking for a long time.  Her intellect did not answer her, so she said:
 ''do not know !  ""
 "Let me tell you!"
 "Don't give a long and wide lecture." Ezzat said seriously.
 "You want to defeat every man; my lord!"  Created all living beings in pairs; no living being competes with its mate except man; in our country, men and women have started competing with each other.  What is against the woman is actually against the mother and the opponent of the mother only brings disgrace in this world and in the hereafter.  I think it is not only men who start competing with women; women should also understand this, my lord!  Created Adam first and then brought Eve out of Adam's rib.  Woman comes out of man's body, so she can never go beyond him.  My lord for prophecy too!  Had chosen the man. ”The eyes of honor were focused on the face of civilization, where there was peace.  Honorable smile.  Seeing Izzat smiling, civilization also opened up.  The two looked at each other for a few moments with great love, then the honor moved forward and embraced civilization.
 "Mama!"  I didn't take Divorce in the UK either.  I still don't want to take it. "
 "Then get a second marriage of pride." Tahzeeb advised.  The head of honor was on the shoulders of civilization.  She closed her eyes and said:
 "I'm afraid of a few things, Mama!"  ""
 "Which one?" Tehzeeb asked Fit.
 I'm afraid he'll leave me after my second marriage.  The day she found out I was married in the UK and I couldn't have children.  He will divorce me on the same day. "
 "I won't give up," Izzat stood up in shock at the sound of pride.
 "When did you come?" Izzat asked in confusion.
 "When you hugged your aunt."  Suddenly a look of distress appeared on his face.  He looked down.  Fakhr raised the chin of honor with his hand and said lovingly:
 "You don't hide secrets from your partner. Yes, you do hide your partner's secrets. Both of your secrets were told to me before our marriage."  I haven't told anyone yet. "
 "Who told you?" Izzat asked anxiously.  Fakhr smiled as he looked at civilization.  Izzat turned to look at his uncle.  There was a triumphant smile on the lips of civilization.
 Izzat punched Fakhr in the chest with love and said:
 "You know everything for five years; not once did you taunt me."
 "I love you." As soon as she heard this with a proud face, she was overwhelmed.
 "Love will not end, will it?"  Izzat asked in a whisper in Fakhr's ear.
 "What ends is not love."
 "Then you can remarry!"
 Izzat took a step back.

Saturday, April 25, 2020

The HOLY BOOK will judge me

* The  HOLY BOOK will judge me  *
                                                                                                                  * EPISODE 11 *

 * Sardar asked Ramadan; Yes, Ramio could find out that the person who met the black on that day was who was ... He said that the person had lied to him that he had come to meet Rahim Khan ... it has not asked me to say that he has asked me to meet nor did he know any other way ... nor did he know such a way of killed ... I would have been very much asked for him to kill him and he was very good, and he did not know the person, but he did not know the hands of his husband but he was killed and his wife, but he did not know the body, but he would have noticed his body on his face and said, "He was not able to hand him and drink, but he was not able to give him his face but he said." He was all right, but he said everything ... All the fines, but it is necessary to say black, and what is the matter with Shayi problem, it is necessary to call black, and it is necessary to say black, it is necessary to call black, and it is necessary to tell him. " .... Or do you either say from ... somewhere you say, "Your mind is the right vicious ... Think and think the way ... Sardar looked at the wilderness of the devil, and felt his praise on the devil. Your order is not working on the head eyes, but the brain said that the brain is working hard to ... some kind of wheat and the midst of the midstation ... the person who has given the wheel to the last time, the end of the last time it is now full of ... The first month is the whole month of the house, it is fasting that the house is fasting ... then you will eat the festival of the children ... just the children's fairness ... just the shadow of your child; ... the robbery said, "The robbery said! Tell the father of the father and the father of Rustam if the sons want to sprinkle from jail, arrange the wheat and other things soon ... it is not the matter.
 The fabrics, the tubes will have been till now .... Just beat and the defendant none of the villagers, there will be no longer in the case, the murder of the village is to be injured. The only one is to be in the prison, remember that there is no problem in the prison, they are keen on the honor of this family. The people who are living and delicious liver. The person would be like the house as a home. * Inside the house, your hands will remain on the head, then it will be too sad, and also appear. And your friendship with you is from M.N.A....I have to be promised in the past. The wilderness will be found in the tidy hand. And your worship will be no harm. Your balls should not have any trouble and so on. The sons of the slave and saw the sons of the pair of pale and the hand, and the other was wearing a bowl, and the palace was pushed by the pale, and said, "Said the palace, and said," Sonic in every work. . * * Rami, Rami and Rawbah in the prison, Rashem and a two and young man. The candidate and logo were arranged. And otherwise managed to manage the food and drinking their choice. In addition, the other was not able to manage it and the same thing for the good workers. But it was not a prayer, but they did not pray, but they should not be prayed to the heart of God, but they will not be able to know the heart of the person, but they are also not only the protocols in prison, but it is given only in prison. If the prison was very happy, but Rustam was very sad, but he wanted to tell himself to be a heavy and her head, but the eyes of the torneeth, when he was crying, and the eyes of the pure, and the worship of the daughter-in-law, and the wilderness, and the eyes, but the eyes of the pure,*

 The wilderness." And if you have a woman who has been poured out. "And if you have a woman who has been in the same way. Then the cattler placed that your husband's caught, would have taken him. But they would have left me, but they will cry, and the righteousness will be likely to come and try to slave it. The daughter of the mothers and the brother of the person, it was a bit of a lot of father. And her daughter was born. 'What day was her. She was born to her doll. "We have been born to the men." We are looking for the slaves, why they have not heard the creation, and why they will not be praised and do their heart, and why they will rush and keep their rock, and they will rush themselves, and they will rush themselves. One day, all the days of the world have to go from this world. If God does not seem to be seen. They will go and go to the people of the wicked. These mother-in-law will be done in the life of the slaves, and the rule of God, and the rule of the devils,and the people who have increased their eyes on the same side, they would have been able to do it The only one who. Our power, unhealthy, cruelty, power and ignorance is our success. His happiness will be happy and the freedom of the chariot will be too late. The skin will be as soon as possible. The Santar's feeling will be possible today. The Rami was still weak today. He was not shining today. It was also getting red and it was happening when he has been punished, but after all the people have been given to the riasu, he said, "You can not even have a airflower, he has seen himself, he has been sourcing." You also have to be seen. What has happened to him. The silent of the sacrifice of the sacrifice, the Lord of the Prophet (peace be upon him) said. It says that he says the sounds of the screams. On the day the sounds of the night, the sounds of the night, they listen to it. Do not listen to us. Nawaz performs surprisingly. O ye me! I have been listening to me! Impact. It is not the first killing. But the nature of the same area is there any other way of the entire area. The same thing is like the bars of the villagers. The fact that the worst of the villagers will be like this. The people of the village will be aware of the righteousness, and if you have a lot of things, it is not too big to be so bad, it's so much to be done, it would be a big deal with the strong body, it is very bad. And if you do it. I am sorry, but if you have a lot of things, it's bad to be so bad, then I am sorry, but you can pray for my ears.

* (Whose runs are the runs of the rumbles, and some more? "And the other will be known to be done?" And in the next installment will be known in the next installment.

Thursday, April 23, 2020

The HOLY BOOKwill decide me

* The HOLY BOOKwill decide me *

                                                                                                                  * Episode 10 *

 * Thus, this was not the first murder of a woman on this earth, nor in this village, but this village was the slaughterhouse of blacks for many years, but still, after the murder of Pino, there was mourning in the air.  I was not mentioning the end of Ben ... many eyes were silent tears ... but * * there were complaints, complaints from the Lord that you also made us sacrifice them for men like other animals.  For human beings ... their satisfaction we women ... their slaves we women ... they tear our bodies ... they do violence ... yet we are the culprits ... the punishment is ours.  Or Lord if we are animals  And let us be categorized as animals ... He created this man from our womb. He is a human being. Then why aren't we the creator? What is your status? Then we made women the way to the creation of human beings.  Why worthless?  Satan must have been happy with this question and he would have answered what you are!  We are the same man whom God created. All creatures were commanded to prostrate. Whose creator is God Himself and this man was to prostrate only to God?  If this foolish man could not understand the status of this God, then what will he consider the status of a weak woman like you as dust ... This man obeys my command ... He walks on the path shown by me.  If the paradise I have seen is in front of him, then why would he believe in paradise after death ... *

 * Bali kept running here and there all night..the people who left him all night in Ramadan sometimes said that this side has been taken away by Kali and sometimes they would point him to the other side and he kept running here and there like crazy..this night It seemed so long and tiring ... his body kept separating from the soul again and again as if someone was attacking him ... his heart was beating loudly as if Pino was calling him ... like a black night  Darkness was writing in his destiny ... he kept running ... sometimes by the canal, sometimes towards the mango orchards, and then when the wind blew hard, he found out that this message was coming on Pino.  There were sobs in the wind ... screams that were hitting the soul of Bali.  The black night was falling, but the morning was so embarrassing and gloomy that he brought with his thunder, rain clouds and storms for Pino's Ben ... Bali was running away ... finally, he reached near the same rock where  Pino was not killed, he was cut to pieces. His blood was there and there were marks of axes on the stone. Bali kissed the stone and hugged the stone.  Done ... in this stormy rain there were sobs of pino ... the lightning of the sky and the roar of the clouds were telling that not only the people of the earth but also the creatures of the sky were angry.  I am ... Bali was not conscious ... he was screaming and saying ... I could not save my pino but you could save him ... why didn't you send an earthquake that that impure body  They would sink to the ground who tore the pure body of my pino ..... why didn't you send lightning from the sky on those who had broken on my pino ..... she used to mention you every moment then why kill you  Given ... if his death had been written, he would have killed me ... he was the owner ... I would have had patience ... why did you make these oppressors the life of my pino ... or Allah sain  Why ... give me my drink back ... or do it justice ا ...  Decide on him ... It would have been better if he had killed me too ... Saying this, he started hitting his head hard on the same stone ... Hi, where can I find you in Pino ...  Neither left the grave nor the mark ...  He kept throwing stones at himself and kept crying until he fainted. *

 * In a short while, Bali's father came looking for him. He had two nephews with him. Ajan's clothes were soaked by the rain and water flowed from his head to his body.  Was flowing on the ground ... one of them said I said no uncle it will be here ... he is bleeding ... Bali's father said crying ...  The father's heart ached over his son's blood. Get up, Bali Putar(son). Get up. Uncle, he is unconscious. He has lost a lot of blood. It will be difficult to get a bed like this.  Bali's father sits on a field full of water in a field  Or he put Bali's head in his lap ... O Bali, open your eyes ... O Bali ... Bali opened his eyes slightly ... and closed them ... There were lots of complaints in his eyes from his father.  Seeing his son in pain and agony, his father's heart was pounding in his mouth ... Bali, forgive me, father ... I was compelled ... Bali's father was saying to his semi-conscious son with both hands.  ... I was threatened to kill you by Ramzan and at the same time, you were evicted from the village and evicted from the land of my ancestors ... I was forced to do anything ... they had to kill me ...  She was not only my daughter-in-law but also my niece  She was also the niece who was more than the daughters ... Bali's father was weeping profusely after saying this ... *

 * After the incident on the night of Ramadan, instead of going home, he went to the Sardar's camp and asked his uncle to warm the haqqa(SIGRATE). Kaka used to stay at the camp and arrange tea etc. for the Sardar's guests.  Karta ... and dealing with other camp work ... Kake(boy) looked at the Ramadan clothes which, despite being very wet, had traces of blood on them. He understood that the soot of the night had been reddened with black blood.  So last night it was not only black but also red ... he knew that now there would be happiness in this camp ... in a few days, Sardar Ramazan and his companions will wear pigs ... other sardars too  Invitations will be given ... Animals will be slaughtered in the joy of slaughtering human beings ... Lucy and tea will go away ... And stories of their own bravery will be told ... Each time on such occasions other villages  The chiefs of K would also come and give him red notes in happiness and he would be happy but this time he was sad, Pino was also his relative ... she was a few years older than him ... Kake remembered ...  In the month of Ramadan, when the imam of the mosque used to come to the mud mosque of the village, he would ask him to recite the Holy Book by heart. All the children would be silent when Pino recited the Holy Book. Maulvi Sahib(Islamic professor) himself could come.  It would have been heard eyes closed.

 * There was an unknown love, sweetness, and charm in his voice ... every word that came to his heart ... while passing through the mosque, his relatives would also stop that Pino was reciting the HOLY BOOK ... so his voice  Few people listened, but while reciting the HOLY BOOK, she would get so lost that she would not know who was listening to it ... and when she had heard it, Maulvi Sahib would ask her if she remembered everything orally ... and she would say  Maulvi Sahib, I like to recite the Holy BOOK. What you teach, my heart keeps on reciting it all day long. That is why I recite it without looking at it.  With ideas, He came out ... Vada Sai has not come yet ... Ramzan said to himself ... Please look outside, what kind of storm has Allah Sai sent ... When the clouds thunder, it seems that the ears will burst.  The earth seems to be shaking ... and at night the wind was blowing ... there were such horrible sounds that the heart was coming out ... repentance repentance ... Kake put his hands over his ears.  Stop talking nonsense ... he is very cowardly ... Ramzan Khan scolded him but he was also surprised about who had those weird, horrible screams ... because if you drink  She didn't have any screams  Ray was ... he was thinking maybe he had drunk too much cannabis ... then he heard the same screams ... he shouted at Kake ... Kake who is killing these screams.  Kake said, "Sir, this is the noise of wind and rain. Yes, at night it seemed as if someone was screaming, but these screams were like the sounds of many screams." Ramzan shook his head.  A shock that the sound of these screams may have subsided but there was no relief ... *

 * On the other hand, Pino's mother was in a bad condition. She was lying down instead of her head. Her hair was loose and tangled. She was beating her chest. She was complaining to God. She was crying.  My sweet God, what have you done? You have torn me to pieces. You have torn my liver.  Where is Allah? She would say, Allah. Oh Allah, if she said, it would be as if her voice was hitting the heavens. In response, the clouds would thunder and support Pino's mother and express the same grief and anger that  Pino's mother was doing ... Pino's mother wept and moved towards the HOLY BOOK while she was lying on the floor ... ... HOLY BOOK, judge me ... judge my sister ... I don't know  Where are you, but you belong to him ... He sent you to us ... My daughter used to read to you with great love ... She used to hug you and when I asked her she would say I read the HOLY BOOK like this  It seems like God  They are looking at me and listening to me ... Oh God, judge my sister ... Right now she was asking for justice for her purity, now she will also ask for justice for her unjust killing ... HOLY BOOK is my sister  Decide ... Amir's mother wanted to encourage Pino's mother and she also shared her grief with her daughter ... Both of them were reciting laments and lamentations of their daughters and the rest of the village.  Women whose daughters or sisters were either killed by the black law of business or bid on the chief's tents, blackened the face of the cross and treated it like a sheep or a goat.  He would be handed over to the R and the bearer would either be counting the last breaths of his life or he would be made the wife of a madman and he would be punished for life or he would be given in marriage to a disabled person where he would serve him for the rest of his life.  There would have been two things like this. One was that the Sardar would have got some money from the other party without killing him, and the other was that if he had died, Kali would have received only one punishment.  It is necessary to divorce the husband of a married woman before marrying someone else. According to the chiefs, the previous marriage of Kali is broken in the same way.  The drinking children are snatched from the mothers and separated. The child is separated from the mother and cries while his mother is handed over to the chief where he decides his breath and life.  And for a woman, whether it is a decision to kill or to be sold like a slave, in both surahs, the same shackles would be worn around her neck, then she would not remember who she was. If she remembered her real name, it would be enough.  That even if they die, they are called Kali, and even if they are living a life worse than death, they are still called Kali. *

 * The police had come to the Sardar's camp ... everything was already decided. Neither the police had come to this camp for the first time nor this was the first incident ... Sardar saw the SHO.  Yeah Al that sounds pretty crap to me, Looks like BT ain't for me either, They talk about the rights of the people but it is not possible for them to succeed. Our Maulvis will not let them go. They say anyway, why do you give such an easy death? Ston these sinful women.  Everybody wants to be rewarded by stoning them to death. Do they just kill them secretly? They want some fear and anxiety among the people so that they can learn a lesson.  Not found...SHO informed the Sardar about the situation..but there is a problem, sir, that Kali has been killed, but in an honor killing, there is also black, what will happen to him? *

 * (What will happen next ??? Will Sardar be able to meet Pino on the person with whom he was accused of having an illicit relationships and if he is found, what will happen? Read in the next episode..will have to wait ..) *

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Ramdhan Kareem

Ramdhan Kareem

The month of Ramdhan is that in which was revealed the Qur'an, it's guidance for the people and clear proof of guidance and criterion. (Al Quran)

Ramdhan does not come to change our schedules, it's come to change our hearts.

May this Ramdhan be the one where we get closer to our creator, and come this month with strong IMAN(Faith).


Ramdhan is not a temporary increase in religious practice, it's a glimpse of what we are capable of doing every day.


Make dua as much as you can it's Ramdhan the month of forgiveness and Blessings.


Ramdhan is about the breaking bad habits not putting them on pause.


Ramdhan is like a rare flower that blossoms once a year and just as you begin to smell the fragrance it disappears for another year.

A tiny percentage of fasting is about not eating or drinking, the rest is about coming close to Allah.



Ramdhan is time to empty your stomach and feed your soul.


So be ready and try to close to your LORD.


Tuesday, April 21, 2020

The HOLY BOOK Will judge me

* The HOLY BOOK  Will judge me  *

                                                                                                                   * Episode 9 *

  Bali looked around and he did not understand which direction he should go. He saw a couple of shadows somewhere in the distance, but when he came closer he found that he was a close relative of him.  He asked them: Have you seen some people being taken to the beds ... they said yes - they were going to the canal ...Bali ran to the canal without stopping ... but he did not know  It was part of Ramadan's plan -  ask Bali to sleep in the back yard at the request of his father so that he could sleep separately from his family - sending waste to him ... and now the opponent of Bali.  Guide to direction - and up  Has to get the victim very clever -

 In the meantime, Ramadan and his companions, with the bali's bounty, tied the cloth on the mouth of the pino and tied it on the bed - Rustam and Allah Wasiya were also together - Ramadan told them to hurry.  And the four pies(bed) were taken to the animal room in the other part of the house and while they were hiding, Bali was sent by the river to the canal by deceit. Now he easily took the pino in the opposite direction.  In the fields across the garden where there were only a few trees and maize crops - because of the darkness, everyone was seeing each other in a blur.  Along with the sighing was changing - there was strange horror - around - the people in the village were apparently asleep but some of them were crying with their old eyes and some happy on the recess of their rituals.  There were ... the black night and the barking of dogs and then their cries that the pino's breaths would die like the screams of the rich in the darkness of the night ...

 * Upon arriving at the scene, four pies were laid - Ramadan and his superiors were present - they were looking at the pino ... The pino was the devil's eye in their eyes even in this dark night.  It was clear - Pino's brother Rustam was also there. Pino looked at his brother and remembered him richly - he too shouted, * but his brother did not show mercy to him then he thought.  Had I been my brother (brother), he would never do this and today he was upset when he saw his own brother as a butcher ... he looked at his brother and said, "These are my relatives but I am not  Your mother is gone. They will break my body. - Brother, you will break my body too. My soul will be revived and then you will do so in honor of how black you are tonight.  If my body is not black ... then he looked at Ramadan and said, Mama, you have to kill me, so just give a link now to my brother not to do this sin ... you guys.  Kill me myself ... I know my brother's hands will tremble ... He looked at the brother who turned his face to hide his tears ... Seeing this state of Rustam, Ramadan  Messed up  And ask Rustam what do you say ... Rustam said, Mama, God is telling the truth. If only he had to slaughter a cow, I would have forced you into the hands of people, but now his body would be broken.  Talking about getting heartbroken, it won't happen to me ... I have never seen a duplicate of it coming from the head, how can I hold my body and break it ...  Ramadan Khan thought in his heart already Bali was making trouble now Rustam too… In the meantime, every moment the devil sat in his mind, he burst into his mind before this rebel.  And if anyone else objected, let him go ... Ramadan told Rustam Well then it was a matter of honor and you and Bali should have done it. Now if we are killing Kali, but before the police, you will state that  You have killed… Rustom agreed… and sat on the trail on the other side of the field… *

 Ramadan asked a young man about the ax, knives and other tools he had laid in front of him - a large stone was also there - on which the pino's body was to be broken - Ramadan.  He looked at Pino brutally and said yes, read the word from the world ... Pino looked into Ramadan's eyes where there was a glimmer despite the darkness around, he saw Ramadan's wife, sister in his eyes.  And how many women in the family did not know the blood of Pino was going to be included ... The heart that you are about to expel from my body is my HOLY BOOK.  If he goes, he will still make the decision and you will not die even in the sight of it until God will judge you ... Ramadan was angry with the pino anyway because it was the only kali with which  His family loved his honor and this is why the chief and he thought that his death should be a lesson for all the villagers so that in the future people would say which of his husband and father was saved by Pino.  In fact, the heart was smashed in pieces… *
 * Then the air which caused the head of humanity to fall into shame on the earth ... The wind at this cruelty of the human being was shocked and then started to crawl and scream madly - with the barking of dogs in that dark night.  The noise of the wind also joined in. - It seemed like all the birds were spinning and calling to God on this act of man ... If it was happy then Ramadan and its companion Shaitan ...  But there will be a huge party of devils from which country the devil kings will come to see this. Finally, their enemy was cutting themselves. He certainly conquered every piece of Pino's body.  Which he did not find even in Pharaoh's day.

 * The breeze blowing and the dogs barking and they were constantly exhausted and the breathing of pino's then the screams in the atmosphere made the scene more scary - Ramadan's companions were terrified - often this  Something different would have happened during such events, but what was happening today was superior to everyone's understanding - and then everyone was shocked when the ax's hair was on the body of the pino.  There are no sparks coming out and at the same time weird screams as so many people are screaming together ... and the wind blows loudly with their faces as if slapping them.  Have been - all followed in fear but Ramadan had to complete this task and the devil had made him so sinful that he had the greatest power to commit the greatest of sins ...  Pointing down the body of Pino's to make herbs and taking his heart into his hands and showing it to his frightened comrades, he said, "Yes, brother!"  See, the heart of Kali will see this chief and he will be happy. - Let's pick up the pieces now.

 * The brother of Lord Nawaz arrived in the severe thunderstorm and darkness and reported that on the Bali Canal you had to find the people and went to the other side - Ramadan prompted the companions to walk towards the canal.  *

 * On the canal, Ramadan with his hands put the pieces of the piano into the canal ... Today, like the canal was angry or there was noisy noise in the water ... Rustam was standing there crying too.  He remembered that Pino was afraid to come into the canal in childhood, then Rustam would take him on his shoulder and bring him in. And he would say, 'If you would drown me, he would never say it and he would practice swimming'.  She did not go out and when I asked her to go home, she would say, 'I have a lot of fun in the canal.  A. And Pino says my pay will save me ... Rustom wept and wept my sister today. Maybe he could not forgive himself the whole life - there was a strange conflict within him.  Comforting what you could do - they had to kill anyway ...

 * Ramadan washed his bloody hands and tools - there were still screams in the atmosphere that everyone felt ... The sounds of the rooster crow stopped the other screams for a while - the rooster crowed in the village.  Almost everyone would get up from this (Azan) - if anyone came to this deserted mosque, someone would have burned the truth - and women would also pray, then to feed some animals and to do other things - usually bird chatter,  The morning started with the sounds of tube wells and the cows begging for buffaloes and goats, but today everything was the opposite - the thunderstorm was rising ...  Lee stopped the sight ... the leaves of the trees were flying in the air ... the trees were shaking slowly - it was making strange noises all together - it seemed like in the air.  As if the shells of fire were rolling in ... Every man's mouth was coming out of his mouth except for a few human-like demons.

 * (What will happen after Ramadan ... The promise of the HOLY BOOK is fulfilled but how? See in the next installment) *

Sunday, April 19, 2020

BROTHERS CHEAT


           *BROTHERS CHEAT*
                                                        -A true story-



"You must have heard how Allah lifts a man from the earth to the heights of the sky and lifts him up from the heights of the sky and bury him on the earth"
This story belongs to a family that had a son,  named Kamal. Let's listen to this story by his own. I am from Sargodha, a city in Pakistan. We were six brothers and four sisters. Our father was a good businessman. My father had a factory of textile. We were counted among the rich people in the area, everything was going well and we all were very happy. we all brothers and sisters eat together play together and all loved to each other.

But then something happened that my father suffered a lot in the business and our economic situation going down day by day and my father looked very upset. I was the eldest in the house, I did not see this situation. Then I told my father why don't I go to work abroad and we will be reset. At first, my dad stopped me because I never went out of town and my dad loved me so much. Because they knew that the life of a foreign country is very difficult,  have to do everything with own hands there, there is nobody who can be your support. And anyway we lived a very comfortable life so it was a bit difficult for me.

But after my insistence, my father agreed and he allowed me to go abroad. We took the money borrow and in a few months, I went to Japan.on that time Japan was a rich country there were many opportunities of jobs. I was lucky that I got some friends from my hometown, so I didn't have to suffer  problem too much. The people of Japan were very nice, So I got a job going there or that was a very lucky thing for me. I earn too much money in a short time and debt all of my borrow. After time passed and within six months I called my younger brother there too. My dad was happy too, he was happy that our situation was starting to get better. I and my younger brother will be sorry I forgot to tell you the names of my brothers . as you know my name is kamal and younger than me Jamal than Mani than Kashi than Moon and younger one name is Sohail. We are a total of 6 brothers and 4 sisters a big family.
Well, Jamal and I worked very hard together and started making money, Then I was 22 years old and Jamal was twenty years old and we were young and working hard. Event After five years, my father and my two younger brothers started the factory again, As you know my father had that experience before, my younger brother was also young, he ran the factory very well and we became quite stable within days.

The young man and I lived abroad for seven years and we never went back to Pakistan in the seven years because we were living there illegally. But it was our good fortune that the owners of our factory were very good, they cared for us and never let us know that we are illegal. if we went to Pakistan, then we could not come back, so I and the Jamal thought that we can spend as much time as possible then go to Pakistan and settle down. Jamal was often depressed because living abroad for so long was difficult without family. But then I used to tell him the situation in Pakistan so he was a little excited and so was our time passed.
I was close to 30 years old and Jamal was 28 years old we were working very hard but on the other hand, only our younger brother was wasting money.  Mani and Kashi were now young and other brothers were too young, Mani and Kashi began to sweep the money, Mani change of suit four times a day and then go to the factory, Kashi was nothing less He also started wasting money like a big brother. Well we didn't take ant action we knew they were young enough and will recover themself with the passing of time, but their costs were getting more and more. Mani And Kashi Both were very clever but those days my dad bought four properties that was a positive action.

We had a very good name in the city once again, we had our seating again with the rich people, we had great respect in our neighborhood and our brothers' feet did not stay on the ground. When we saw that we had a good setup in Pakistan, the reason for me to go back my age was 35 years old at that time. Both of us brothers spent 15 years in a foreign country that was a long period of our life.

But one thing was forgotten that all four of our sisters, who were young, had ready to get married and it cost a lot to get married. Jamal and I were thinking that a very good setup has been set up in Pakistan, so we should go and spend the rest of his life with our family, but this decision to be our biggest mistake.   Because we were seeing the situation was the opposite, both the Mani and the Kashi were very clever. They both had our money in their possession. They had bought a lot of property in their own name.

We planned to go to Pakistan in the same misconception .We arrived in Pakistan we were very well received, everyone was very happy everything was running very well when we arrived we were quite old.
Our family was a big family we did not live in a house at once, our father gave me and Jamal two houses but the house was very small and in bad condition. We Spent 15 years outside the country and we were finding this broken house in Last. It seemed strange to us because we were thinking it was quite the opposite. I already told you that Mani and Kashi had kept all the money with them, and bought a nice place for themself. That we didn't even know……
What happened after that, we married our two sisters first and there is spent a lot of money on the marriage of girls in Asian countries which cost us a lot of money. In fact, we were older at home and we had the responsibility of marrying our sisters. Anyway, we loved our sister very much and our sister was not at fault in this matter. All the money we brought with us during this sister's marriage was spent on all of them. Now after that we both thought about our marriage but we did not have money for our wedding in that situation my father sold the factory than he got married to both of us. Now day by day was getting worse in our situation. All the money had spent at the time of marriage. There are two sisters Two brothers are still young, and ready for marriage. we did not understand what was going on, all fault was my two younger brothers Mani And Kashi. Now my father sold everything he had and my father gets married to the remaining two sisters and two brothers. Now we had nothing, We had come to Zero once again. We were totally destroyed thoroughly in this dreadful journey of life.

After the wedding, all of us brothers moved to their homes separately,  Jamal and me were very upset we didn't have anything and we started looking for a job in the market as we got a job but that wasn't enough.  on the other hand, Mani and Kashi could have lived a good life, they had accumulated a lot for themselves that my father and we did not know.” May Allah(GOD) not give anyone a clever brother like them” We patience as we did because we did not want the locals to listen to our house and our honor would diminish. As time went on me and Jamal were able to stand on our feet. We worked hard and built our good system again. But it was not like it was before, it was much better than a life of poverty.

On the other hand, my two brothers (MANI AND KASHI) were going down day by day, their business was deteriorating, their house was deteriorating. Their situation was so bad that their business was closed, their shops sold, all the money they had was gone. Then the brothers who changed suits four times in a day, today wore a suit four or five days. Mani Once who used to visit a factory at a CAR, today runs a children's rickshaw(Small school bus). And why all this happened to him is a story behind it. Let me tell you a story. During the days when we were working in Japan, our conditions were good. In the meantime, he had an affair with a nurse at a hospital. He had an illicit affair with the girl by giving him a false dream, He promised her that he would marry her, which was a total lie. As time went on their relationship deepened and we returned to our country and our situation started to deteriorate. When he saw that our situation was deteriorating and the family had got married to him. He Deceived the nurse at that time she had a baby inside. she was a poor girl who said: 'We marry. You will live in the condition you keep me I will adjust but please don’t leave me in this critical situation. But Mani refused and left her. In the meantime the girl suffered a lot, everyone looked at her with a wrong eye, the girl started making many bad prayers against Mani and this is the result of the situation Mani is in today.

I hope you like this story and it is a true fact of my life for God sake Do not interfere with each other,  never take the legitimate rights of anyone, But never trust anyone above the limit.

fezirashi

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